Lately I’ve been struggling with wanting to do a bunch of the old stuff I used to do! Stupid stuff like smoking weed and all that. I keep thinking that will somehow fulfill me more than God can. I was pretty much done and I was to the point where I was gonna do whatever I wanted. The other night I was at my friend’s house and I was somewhere in between dreaming and being awake and I just kept hearing “Open hearted I will search, and I will find.” I kept repeating it. The past few days that’s all that’s been in my head. Those words. Those powerful words.

OPEN hearted I will search, and I will find.

I’ll find fulfillment in Jesus.